Monday, April 13, 2009

My Dillema...

Ive heard good things happen to those who wait. So Ive waited and waited. Finally about a month ago something good has happened. Really good. I met a person who is a great friend, has alot in common with me, shares my beliefs, struggles, pain, and happiness. Makes me smile, and truely makes me happy. And makes me want to make her happy too. Yet Ive never seen her face to face. This brings into question: "can you really care about somebody you know so much about, have so much in common but have never actually seen in person?" now if you're a follower of Christ obviously your answer to this straight question is yes. Or else you have no belife. Thats Jesus though. He's God. The person im talking about isnt... The question, and dillema in my mind is: When God answers prayer, and reveals somebody so perfect for you. But presents major obstacles what do you do? Its not all about me, its about both people. But do you take it step by step? do you pursue and trust the unknown and potentially dangerous, trying to overcome the obstacles and rise above, hoping and praying for happiness? Do you trust the path that seems to be set before you, waiting for the opprotunities and following them? Or do you try to forget about it? Try to keep moving? I've tried to forget, and it doesnt work. Ive tried to keep moving and I cant. maybe that means something's there, or maybe it means that im crazy. I honestly dont know. What I do know however is even though Im confused as to what to do. And uncertain as to what will come. I know that ive been through alot of crap the last year, and those were trials put into my life to help me grow as a person. And I did. Everybody has to go through storm before the blue skies come back, and in this time of new life, and resurrection the clouds seem to have lifted and a new day has been revealed. It cant be bad. Too much of that has already happened. So I'll have to sit patiently and keep waiting. What do You think? what would you do if my dillema were yours?